Biyernes, Mayo 27, 2011

Don't know what to do

Yes. I really don't know what to do now. Problems are piling up and the only solution is MONEY. Just resigned from work a few days ago and don't have savings to save my day until the end of the month when I'll finally get my last payment. My last payment which I will spend paying my debts with my eyes closed.

What are my debts? Hmm not much, but if I'm going to ignore it I'll be the one suffering in the end. Other than that I have a daughter who's going to take her exam on a private grade school and have to take an English tutorial first for she didn't passed the assessment of the school. I have to pay the monthly payment of my social security loan as well as my voluntary contribution and I don't have a stable job yet.

Months ago, I was consistent on my decision that I'm going to write web content articles. Not that I'm giving up its just that I don't have the confidence on writing now especially informative things. I know that I can express myself more on writing than in verbal but I think I don't have the heart now to write. Aside from that, my grammar sucks big time! And it really needs improvement as soon as possible if I want to work home-based.

Last week I was able to get a test from a possible nice paying article writing company. Unfortunately, I haven't received any news yet. I was able to do a virtual assistant job a few days ago too, and she only texted me once, haven't discussed the payment too. I am here now waiting for the end to come hahaha!

I wonder when will I get a job where I don't have to worry about things and do as my heart desires. As of now, I am doing paid to click where I could earn cents, not much but atleast to kill time and make use of the internet. I guess I really have to get an EON card if I want to indulge myself in this World Wide Web. I'm still hoping that I could have a home-based job soon so that I too, can provide for my family.